Tuesday, February 3, 2009

接納Acceptance

昨天因為家中一點小事, 心中忿忿不平!!!
帶著這氣, 早早上床睡覺...
但心中還是禱告....
主啊 !憐憫我...向我說話!
Yesterday I was angry at something... someone... Honestly,
I didn't get over when I went to bed...
But still in my heart I prayed...
Lord, have mercy on me... talk to me..

奇妙的是....早上醒來....
模糊地...非常模糊地記得一個夢....
夢見跟牧師室的同工一起查考一段經文...
只記得其中一位同工分享他與兒女的事....
如何與他們玩...如何愛他們...
那同工分享到感動處...哭了....
然後....夢中的我...
竟然拿這個例子來教導大家說....
這就是天父的愛....balabalabala.....
雖然有兩個人跟本沒在聽....
我還是一直講.... balabalabala....
How weird.... I had a dream ... about
studying a passage with PO coworkers...
Then a co-worker started sharing the relationship between him and his children.... how he plays with them... how he loves them...
Then, I started to "teach" everyone about "Father's Love"...
I keep on talking about that.... balabalabala... while 2 peoples talking at the same time....

醒來時... 心中還是有氣....
禱告時根本不能專心...
但有許多自己講過的道....
接納...赦免....70個7次....
都浮現在腦海中....
其實我知道神在對我說什麼 !
主啊!憐憫我.... 我真是需要祢的幫助...
賜我生命與力量去活出祢的愛...祢的接納....
I still had anger inside when I woke up....
I couldn't focus when I prayed...
But many sermons I preached came back...
Acceptance... Forgiveness.... 70 times 7....
all came back...
Actually I know what God is saying to me...
But Lord, I really need your help...
Have mercy on me...
Give me Your life and Your strength..
so that I can live out Your Acceptance...
Your forgiveness....

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Thank you for sharing this message of acceptance today. I myself had a difficult day with my parents and felt anger in my heart. I was unable to walk pass it. Your sharing was just what I needed to read to repent deeply and search out for God's mercy and acceptance so that I can also accept them.