Friday, January 23, 2009

十誡10 Commandments

這兩天一直在默想十誡...
我發現其中有豐富的祝福
今晨醒來時,
神更進一步啟示了前四誡...
特別是第四誡....神說...
Meditating on 10 commandants...
I have found incredible richness in it.
This morning while waking up,
God revealed to me especially about the 4th...

守安息日是"你心有沒有安息"...
是"進入我的安息"...
我的安息是 "夠了...完全了...甚好了..."
所以帶著"不夠...不夠好..."的心來過日子
甚至是來守安息日...
你會沒有安息..
Sabbath is about "have rest in your heart"
is about "enter into My rest"
and My rest is ...
"Enough... Perfect..Very Good"...
So... if people live with attitude of
"never good enough"...
even when they come to worship on Sunday,
they are not entering into My rest......

我回想...主曾說...
"更多"不等於"不夠好"
"不夠好"使我們活在負面定罪中
永遠不夠...永遠不滿意...不快樂...
所以必須"自己作"更多才會好一點...
但還是"不夠...永遠不夠..."
"更多"卻是神的豐富吸引我...
使我積極...渴慕...追求....
是更多"讓神來作...神來說..."
而且神所作在我身上...所供應我的...
夠好...很好...哈利路亞...我讚美...我感謝...
I remember God once said...
"More" doesnt' mean "not good enough"
"Not Good Enough" brings you down...
negative... feeling condemned...
Because of that attitude, I need to
"do more" so that I feel "better"... but
still... "not good... never good enough" ...
"More" means God's rich glory attracks me...
In Him there is always "more" for me.
That hope gives me hunger... thirst... to
pursue Him... with love, joy...in the process...
All I need to "do" is not "myself-doing",
but wait upon Him...
whatever God does... says... is GOOD...
I can only "inherit"...
give thanks.. praise Him...Hallelujah!!!

我發現自己以前帶著這種心態服事,
真是不得安息...
我發現, 許多神的百姓
帶著這種心態來敬拜神...
我不夠好...
我需要再多"作"一點給神...
想到這裡, 我感受到主的"憂傷"
感受到主要我去告訴祂的百姓這信息..
(請代禱者代禱...)
I recall how I served with that attitude...
no rest on the resting day-Sunday.
I think of God's people... so many of them
worship Him with that attitude...
and found no rest in their life
Thinking of this, I feel God's "sadness"...
and feeling that God wants me to
deliver this message to His people...
(Intercessors, Please pray for this...)

主啊!憐憫恩待我們...
救我們能進入祢的安息!!!
Oh Lord, have mercy on us,
deliver us and take us into Your Rest!

Thursday, January 22, 2009

根基 Foundation

這兩天心中一直在呼喊...
神啊 ! 給我們一個突破...
我們的DNA living...
特別是A(愛靈魂的使命)的部份
There is one cry in my heart these days ...
God! Give us a breakthrough...
Our DNA living...
especially on A(Apostolic Mission)

今晨主再次提醒我...
別急別急.... 看看耶穌的人生...
The Lord reminded me this morning...
No hurry... Look at the Life of Jesus...

想想看...
耶穌12歲時已經勝過當時的"聖經權威"
他可以開始出來爆炸性的服事...
為何他還要等到30歲呢?
Think about this...
Jesus was better than a "Bible Scholar"
when he was 12 years old...
Why didn't He start His "breakthrough" ministry then?
Why waited until 30?

我相信主在這些日子以來...
一直在提醒我與教會...
"根基根基根基...
更多安靜親近我...
更多盡職在家庭中...
更多享受渴慕我的同在...我的話語...
突破性的時候會自然到來...."
I feel God keeps reminding me these days...
FOUNDATION!FOUNDATION!FOUNDATION!
Be still and draw nearer to Me...
More responsible in your family life...
Desire and enjoy more ...
more of My Presence... My Word... then
the breakthrough will come... naturally...

是的.. 主 ! 幫助我更多更深建造根基..
自己的生活...教會的...
Yes... Lord...
Help me to build this foundation
deeper...more solid Foundation...
in my own life... in church life...

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

沒有妥協 No Compromise

讀到出埃及十24~26...
法老就召摩西來,說:「你們去事奉耶和華;只是你們的羊群牛群要留下;你們的婦人孩子可以和你們同去。」
摩西說:「......我們的牲畜也要帶去,連一蹄也不留下;因為我們要從其中取出來,事奉耶和華我們的神....

神對我說,
當你確定我的旨意與呼召時...
沒有妥協 !

然後, 出埃及十二31,32....
夜間,法老召了摩西、亞倫來,說:「起來!連你們帶以色列人,從我民中出去,依你們所說的,去事奉耶和華吧!也依你們所說的,連羊群牛群帶著走吧!並要為我祝福。」

我想到門徒的呼召...
使萬民做主門徒的差遣....
培養主的生命元素DNA living...
是的, 主啊 !不能有一點的妥協...

當然, 在過程中,
要學習如何安全的轉換跑道...
安全第一...適當的時機...
加速前進...
不是一人蛇行前進(會被警察開罰單)
而是一群人...車隊...
才能行成運動...

但是無論如何...No Compromise!!!
我相信, 出於祢的...終必成就!
哈利路亞!

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

看到人的美See Beauty in people

I try to imagine.. I try to look...
while waiting upon the Lord
When I was staring at my computer,
Many beautiful scenes appeared...
one after another...
安靜時試著想像...看...
當我看著電腦螢幕時..
一幅接一幅美麗的圖畫出現眼前...

But I said to the Lord,
these are all scenaries...
I want to see peoples...
they are the ones you care, right ?
Then I heard in the Spirit, the Lord said...
但我對主說... 這些都是圖畫...
我想看的是人...
他們才是祢所在意的...不是嗎 ?
這時...在靈裡我感受到主在說...

Can't you see the beauty in peoples?
They are created by Me... especially
when they are created again in Christ...
I want you to learn to see the beauty in them...
你能看見人生命中的"美"嗎?
我創造了他們...
特別是當他們在基督裡重新被造時...
你要學習更多看到他們的美麗!

Yes! Lord... I am willing ...
Help me to see that...
because many times...
when I see peoples doing bad things...
especially when they hurt me...
I have tendancy to say in my heart...
"You guys are ugly!!!"
Oh Lord, I repent....
Give me a new sight from You...
to see people's beauty more...
主啊! 我願意...幫助我學習這功課..
許多時候當我看到人的短處...
特別是當他們傷害到我時,
我心中常會有個想衝口而出的話
"you guys are ugly"你們好醜陋呃 !
主啊....如今我悔改...
求你幫助我, 給我一個新的眼光,
看到他們的"美麗"....

Monday, January 19, 2009

小弟五十大壽 My Brother's 50

最年輕的小弟50歲了...
那代表我們全家8兄弟姐妹都...
難怪他說神給他的兩句話是...
可怕 !!!

唱完"一世人跟隨祢"...
"祢是我的上帝"
他久久不能自已...
然後....有感而發的說了一席話

話中提及聖經中的四活物(人獅牛鷹)...
他一直覺得...
我比較像四活物中的"牛"...
他自己比較像四活物中的"鷹"...

的確, 小弟聰明靈活...自由瀟灑...
凡事有遠見...看得準...活得自在...
像鷹...

我這人比較吃苦耐勞...
連吃草也能津津有味...反芻不已...
(當然, 也蠻有一點牛脾氣...)
像牛...

今晨, 我又發揮牛的反芻本性...
默想這段經文(以西結一章/啟示錄四)
我感受到神似乎在說...
"孩子...
我喜悅你有"牛"的僕人性格...
你也要有"獅"的王者風範...
又要有"鷹"眼光與自由...乘風飛翔...
你若願意成為一個活在我面前的"人"
那就要活在我的靈裡面...
靈往那裡去, 你就往那裡去...."

的確...這四活物象徵
活在神面前的人...
不能只作牛...只作獅...只作鷹...
而是像牛像獅又像鷹....
主耶穌啊 ! 猶大的獅子...萬王之王...
你卻降卑成為僕人...來服事人...
但作為僕人, 你謙卑而不賤...
一點不損你王者的風範光彩....
你更是活在聖靈的充滿引導中
只做父所要你作的...
在對的時機...作對的事情...
世界任何環境...人的話語...人情...
都不能影響你...捆綁你...
乘著聖靈的風
就連地心引力都不能困住你...
何等"鷹"武..."鷹"姿...WOW....

Wow.... 主啊! 我渴慕這樣的人生...
我渴慕這樣的性情...
聖靈啊 ! 我願活在你裡面...
乘風與父遨翔...
謙卑跟隨主服事人...
與主一同做王掌權...

Sunday, January 18, 2009

圖象式的聽見See Image and Hear

This weekend when Mark Virkler was talking about hearing God's voice through image/vision/dream, God reminded me that in the past several incidents when my life was transformed through image/vision....
這週末當Mark Virkler 談到
透過圖象來聽神聲音時
神不斷提醒我過去好幾個"生命轉變"的時刻...
都是因為"看到而聽到"

1. I accepted the Lord when I saw a vision
of Jesus hanging on the cross before me...
(I was in a retreat....alone lying on bed
while other peoples were in the meeting)
And when I saw that vision, I am convinced
that Jesus died to pay my sin... I heard that
for 6 months but never believed that...
1. 15歲時接受耶穌...是因為冬令會中
獨自躺在床上時... 突然間看到一個異象...
耶穌掛在十字架上...
在這之前聽了好久耶穌為罪人死的道理...
從來不覺得跟自己有何關係...
但當我看到這異象時...我就馬上知道
那是為了我的罪... 我就馬上認罪悔改....

2. I didn't know what "incarnation" means
until I saw 2 basketballers side by side
a standard one and a small one(for kids).
When I "saw" that... I "heard" God's voice...
I understood what incarnation mean.
I went back and appolized to my wife
for being inconsiderate in many ways...
for being unsensitive to her feeling....
2. 在步行禱告中看見一個場景...
兩個籃球架並排在一起
我才真正了解"道成肉身" 的意義...
當我看見這場景...
"體貼" 兩個字進入我心中
我聽見神的聲音了...我明白了...
我回到家裡跟太太認錯...
以前我不會體貼...
不會進入她的感覺中... 現今
我會學習傾聽她話語中的感受...

3. Another incident
(see yesterday post)
另一件"看到就聽到"的經歷
(請看昨天的post)

Now... I am convinced that
I can hear God's voice more clearly
through image after this weekend.
Hallelujah... I will IMAGINE more...
I will LOOK more...
Lord, Give me Your vision...
more... more...
如今我確信...
我可以透過圖象...想像...異象異夢...
更清楚地聽到神的聲音....
哈利路亞 ! 我要更多去想像...觀看...
主啊 !給我祢的異象...異夢...更多更多!!!